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At 6:30 I have a concert. And hour and 30 min

I donapos;t even know what Iapos;m going to wear. Iapos;m so pissed and annoyed.

HAHA TODAY I WAS LAUGHING AT THE "SMOKER GUY" IN THE LIBRARY
i was walking past him and his face was like whUT b/c i was laughing at him Lololo
tho his face looked pretty meaN.

After being that (near) to an elite Asian, I realize their aura close by isnapos;t so elite. Itapos;s normal.

When I say elite Asian, I mean elite Asians besides Imee, and Kristine.
They donapos;t like me at all I donapos;t think.

When I say hi to Imee, it really feels like she doesnapos;t care at all. It kind of makes me think she isnapos;t a good person. Then I feel really bad about thinking that
Kristine has had a definite attitude change. She wasnapos;t the happy-fobby Asian that I knew in 7th grade. Has Eun totally changed her??? Eun was really different when she just became friends with Imee and Ivy. Honestly, I canapos;t approach Kristine at all. I get this sense that she thinks Iapos;m weird.

It makes me sad. How easy it is to lose a potential friend, you know? Sometimes itapos;s not something you yourself caused, but someone elseapos;s.
Iapos;m not blaming in on Eun or Ivy and Imee. Iapos;m just...

Itapos;s so frustrating. I canapos;t talk to them like I did when I first met them.

WHY AM I SO FUCKING PISSED.
I want everything to be the same as it was in 6th grade. When I just met everyone.

I know I acted totally different that I do now.
I donapos;t know how I acted before, though. I donapos;t know what I was.

I know what everyone else was. When Mikey talks to me, I have this thought how can he dare to even speak to me.
I donapos;t know why people would do such horrible things. Whatapos;s the point of telling someone theyapos;re ugly to their face?

Whatapos;s the point of telling me that? I will just hold a grudge. And doing this in 6th grade is definitely not worth it.
But if you donapos;t have a need in the future to even know me, you can do all the shit you want. Iapos;ll just talk crap about you at all times. To everyone, really.

I feel so horrible when I do this.
Ack, I have 1 hour now. D:
I HA.TE. THIS.

I need to cut myself or something. Iapos;m still stuck in the past I guess. I remember every bad thing that has happened to me.
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"No offense Nadia, but youapos;re ugly."
"HAHA."

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